Thursday, April 15, 2021

Poems from Treatment #1

 I want to scream
I want to cry
But I'm afraid if I do
I will surely die

No one sees it
It's always hidden
Because I've been taught
That it's extremely forbidden

I can't release
It's trapped inside
I feel alone
In every stride

It's scary
It's bad
It'll mean
I'm just like my dad

Letting out 
All my fears
Will lead to nothing
Not even tears

Nothing will come
It's too deep
I can't fall apart
I can't even weep

I want only
To let it out
But inside
There is so much doubt

Maybe one day
I'll face my fears
I'm letting everything out
Of freeing my tears

I want to express
I want to let go
My scream inside
That I need to show

One day soon
Maybe I can
Let everything out
From which I have ran

I want to scream
I want to cry
Maybe some day
I'll be able to try